Haha its THURSDAY.

this half term has been well slow

i didnt actually go anywhere till wednesday

and that was only tescos!!
[which is 15 minutes away from me]

goshhhhh

i should be a hermit or something

and buy a little crabby shell to wear haha

so when i go out i can hide inside it and make funny noises.

LOL.

anyways...
today i went and got some passport shots done...
lookie?...you look now.

haha i bent it..i was scared i was gonna lose it.i love it when the text goes rooound the picture.its a shame i dont have anything interesting to say..

hmm..

oh yes!!!

finally watched pulp fiction,on monday when cleaning my room [ehh,ehh!]
haha.

also might do some volunteering for a charidee shop.
could be interesting.
but it doesnt pay :(
but it is retail experience.


which i really need.

cuz i wanna work in topshop among the prettypretty clothes
and the nice people

and the rude ones can go fuck themselves.
lol

this is becoming a friday thing.

not much to tell to be honest.

still havent watched pulp fiction.

i did apply for a marks and sparks job though.

hopefully ill get it

its closer than mount pleasant

and i wont run into anyone i dont want to there...
hopefully.

what a waste

there were many things i was menna do today but didnt get round to.im rather annoyed about this.such as...

-watch pulp fiction.

this doesnt seem like the most important of tasks.but i started to watch it last weekend on UKgold but fell asleep during and then went to bed cuz i couldnt be arsed to try and stay up to watch the end.so i was gonna watch it again [dvd] but you know how these things escape you.

instead i went on the laptop at 11.30 [see..terrible.]
originally it was just to put some music on my phone,but then i thought,hmm lets check the myspazz...then i was like i need a job...so i did that.i also looked up how to make a custom belt buckle.i didnt get much info,which is a bit...yes,ghey.

so not too long ago i decided to get up off my arse and do something.
including

-the washing.

there is a VERY big pile of it in my room...as alison will unfortunatley see later today :S..so i decided to tackle it.cuz i have like no day to day clothes left.

but to be honest i think i need a lot more clothes anyway haha.

thennnn i cleaned the room a bit..which came with the washing..cuz the clothes were kinda everywhere..as usual.

if left alone,my room literally looks like a bomb hit it.
a bomb made of clothing.
and at the moment tissues,cuz im ill innit.

err...where was i?
i dont even remember.

oh.
yeah i found a job to apply to.
again a shitty xmas job.
but i guessits a start.

PCWORLDHEREICOME.
[maybe]

one long hiatus!!!

woah what a break...!

not much has happened to be honest

i lost and regained the laptop.
well..i say lost...i just mean my silly uncle took it for '2 weeks' [this turned out to be the WHOLE summer] to make it run a bit faster and to fix the sound.
it does run faster
but the sound is still messed up.
no idea why.

the summer wasnt too interesting.went to crete for a wedding.that was cool.got drunk alot there ahah.lots of adults to buy the drinks innit.

some trips to southbank and camden...

haha i failed my AS levels totally.
so i decided to do something else.
now i am doing foundation BTEC in art and design.
wooop.

to be honest its not that amazing.not as great as i thought it would be.
like everyone in the class is better than art than me
then again they did AS and GCSE and i did not haha.
i just cant wait till the photography sec.
chaa!

erm...anything else eventful...

....

no.

see how shit things are

ohh.how could i forget the laurie fiasco.

basically he asked me back..
and to be honest,which i told him,i like someone else.was holding me back from saying yes [which is why i told him]..and i liked him at the time
it was mean of me to keep him hangin on but i honestly didnt know.
then he started pressuring me a bit...and i was like okaay.
then he was mean,and it reminded me of the times when he made me feel terrible.
so this made me decide no.

so i told him and he was like why? wanting all these details.to be honest it was the pre-mentioned feelings and the fact it sounded all too serious and 'heavy'.

gaah.he just made it more difficult than saying no!
is that even possible?!

anyway.
over and out.

Oh me oh my

its been a bit long eh

i actuallly cant be arsed to recall anything between now and then.

i should stop leaving days inbetween

actually,i was thinking of starting a hand written diary.

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woah mama am i bored
at the moment im playing games on cartoon network.

mum had a go at me today cuz i dont tell her when stuff gets broken
like the sound on this laptop
and tony innnit.

MMMMMMMMMM fishy.

anyways

bit random today innit

slashdotdashdotslashdotcom

lengthy mate.

WHY am i annoyed i hear you ask?

because..ive gotten into the habit of photographically recording things,which is all well and good,but it is NOT good when my computer tells me the memory stick isnt formatted,asking me if i want to,then telling me i cant.what the fuck is this?! travesty. [i dont actually really know what that means,i just like to say it these days]...but let me tell you in word documentation,intstead of letting the photos do the talking.

ok.friday is money day.i dont bloody care.it IS money day.so i expect my £20 off my mum.every week there is some disagreement about it/over it.yesterdays was the same as last weeks,i had to come to her to get it.she was going for drinks after work,so i had to go mount pleasant...so i did,after a 'heated discussion'.i got there,and cuz i didnt have any credit i called her off the phone box....didnt get her.so i went in the post office and asked for her,and no one knew who she was [now i know because shes not based there,i think its bromley] so i waited and she called me saying shes in the pub,when she DIDNT tell me she was going,she just said she didnt know where she was going.

then she was like wanna go for a drink,so i said ok [come on,free drink].i planned to only stay for the one,but ended up staying with her and her mates from work all night [one of which has a myspace LOL.i looked him up today.]..magners,hurrah! well nice,it tastes like irn bru.

turns out,the pub we were near had an architectural festival going on outside it,had funk music playing and jelof rice lol.it was a bit random.

then we went on to the printworks,i think its called.its nice down there but the drinks are SO expensive it made me wanna puke.at least i wasnt buying!

it was a good night all in all.i intend to go out with her and them again,which i will!i might drag some of my mates though.and the only thing wrong with the night is i really cant drink and not smoke,so i had to keep going to the loo to have one,or outside.that was annyoing

and cuz i went out last night i wanna go out tonight!
i remember the days of you went out last night you cant go out tonight
they can go fuck themselves.
i wanna go OUT
and drink and smoke
or something.

Tiresome Paper Dreams.

i am feeling a bit down today
no reason
just..a bit...meh.

anyway.i finished the final piece for photography today.
it was sexy
but the frame bit kept coming off,which was annoying.
then i had to trim it cuz it blatantly wasnt straight.
then the frame decided to move some more innit
gheylord.

i am gonna make use of this lovely function now because its really rather snazzy.

bold keeps turning back on
i keep turning it off
what is that?!

as you can tell im in a bit of a random mood.
i think im gonna be ill tomorrow =[
my ONE day off.

uhm...new blood please.
[that sounds much more sinister than it is.all it means is we would like new boys to hang out with and stuff.thank you please]
yeah,were a bunch of vampires,and? and.

ooh.i noticed,on bold the letters are more spaced
see this?
see this?

innit.

now.im all for engerland winning world cup.but.matches go on tooo long these days.for ex,the west ham vs. whoever it was i watched at the pub a couple of weeks ago.ridiculous extra time.i get bored.most time has gone on this match and no one has scored.jeebus.

one thing that gets me about the pretty colour font pallete..WHERES THE PINK?!

i think thats enough rambling for now.

oh yeah i found this great drawing person. ian...uh...stevenson!
hes good and funny and weird.look him up.you will love it.
phoebe did...why wouldnt you?!!?!?!?