one long hiatus!!!

woah what a break...!

not much has happened to be honest

i lost and regained the laptop.
well..i say lost...i just mean my silly uncle took it for '2 weeks' [this turned out to be the WHOLE summer] to make it run a bit faster and to fix the sound.
it does run faster
but the sound is still messed up.
no idea why.

the summer wasnt too interesting.went to crete for a wedding.that was cool.got drunk alot there ahah.lots of adults to buy the drinks innit.

some trips to southbank and camden...

haha i failed my AS levels totally.
so i decided to do something else.
now i am doing foundation BTEC in art and design.
wooop.

to be honest its not that amazing.not as great as i thought it would be.
like everyone in the class is better than art than me
then again they did AS and GCSE and i did not haha.
i just cant wait till the photography sec.
chaa!

erm...anything else eventful...

....

no.

see how shit things are

ohh.how could i forget the laurie fiasco.

basically he asked me back..
and to be honest,which i told him,i like someone else.was holding me back from saying yes [which is why i told him]..and i liked him at the time
it was mean of me to keep him hangin on but i honestly didnt know.
then he started pressuring me a bit...and i was like okaay.
then he was mean,and it reminded me of the times when he made me feel terrible.
so this made me decide no.

so i told him and he was like why? wanting all these details.to be honest it was the pre-mentioned feelings and the fact it sounded all too serious and 'heavy'.

gaah.he just made it more difficult than saying no!
is that even possible?!

anyway.
over and out.