lengthy mate.

WHY am i annoyed i hear you ask?

because..ive gotten into the habit of photographically recording things,which is all well and good,but it is NOT good when my computer tells me the memory stick isnt formatted,asking me if i want to,then telling me i cant.what the fuck is this?! travesty. [i dont actually really know what that means,i just like to say it these days]...but let me tell you in word documentation,intstead of letting the photos do the talking.

ok.friday is money day.i dont bloody care.it IS money day.so i expect my £20 off my mum.every week there is some disagreement about it/over it.yesterdays was the same as last weeks,i had to come to her to get it.she was going for drinks after work,so i had to go mount pleasant...so i did,after a 'heated discussion'.i got there,and cuz i didnt have any credit i called her off the phone box....didnt get her.so i went in the post office and asked for her,and no one knew who she was [now i know because shes not based there,i think its bromley] so i waited and she called me saying shes in the pub,when she DIDNT tell me she was going,she just said she didnt know where she was going.

then she was like wanna go for a drink,so i said ok [come on,free drink].i planned to only stay for the one,but ended up staying with her and her mates from work all night [one of which has a myspace LOL.i looked him up today.]..magners,hurrah! well nice,it tastes like irn bru.

turns out,the pub we were near had an architectural festival going on outside it,had funk music playing and jelof rice lol.it was a bit random.

then we went on to the printworks,i think its called.its nice down there but the drinks are SO expensive it made me wanna puke.at least i wasnt buying!

it was a good night all in all.i intend to go out with her and them again,which i will!i might drag some of my mates though.and the only thing wrong with the night is i really cant drink and not smoke,so i had to keep going to the loo to have one,or outside.that was annyoing

and cuz i went out last night i wanna go out tonight!
i remember the days of you went out last night you cant go out tonight
they can go fuck themselves.
i wanna go OUT
and drink and smoke
or something.

Tiresome Paper Dreams.

i am feeling a bit down today
no reason
just..a bit...meh.

anyway.i finished the final piece for photography today.
it was sexy
but the frame bit kept coming off,which was annoying.
then i had to trim it cuz it blatantly wasnt straight.
then the frame decided to move some more innit
gheylord.

i am gonna make use of this lovely function now because its really rather snazzy.

bold keeps turning back on
i keep turning it off
what is that?!

as you can tell im in a bit of a random mood.
i think im gonna be ill tomorrow =[
my ONE day off.

uhm...new blood please.
[that sounds much more sinister than it is.all it means is we would like new boys to hang out with and stuff.thank you please]
yeah,were a bunch of vampires,and? and.

ooh.i noticed,on bold the letters are more spaced
see this?
see this?

innit.

now.im all for engerland winning world cup.but.matches go on tooo long these days.for ex,the west ham vs. whoever it was i watched at the pub a couple of weeks ago.ridiculous extra time.i get bored.most time has gone on this match and no one has scored.jeebus.

one thing that gets me about the pretty colour font pallete..WHERES THE PINK?!

i think thats enough rambling for now.

oh yeah i found this great drawing person. ian...uh...stevenson!
hes good and funny and weird.look him up.you will love it.
phoebe did...why wouldnt you?!!?!?!?

Now heres the emo bit.

well.it has been an eventful week.

dont get me wrong,it has been good.just a shit ending tbh.

the textiles exam,then the history exam.both went fine i guess...but i dont know if its cuz i knew what to write or i just wrote anything,which would make it easy i guess

either way,theyre both over and done with...not gonna think about it till exam day.i will be pissed.so it will be fine.

the weather is SO nice.and it loooks like its here to stay,hurrah! lots of park and southbank trips to come.and more looking at the clouds.

[i love the sky]

on thaaa weekend.saturday during the day we went to brighton,which was really fun.i didnt think i was gonna go in the end due to 'insufficient funds' but i managed somehow.i wouldve been well upset if i didnt go though.was a bit windy.and the seagulls OMFG.massive mate.scary....how they hover.and go backwards.one hovered over this guys head and he didnt notice...arrgh.

then mills called,his was finally back on [woo] so we went down the abbey for it.chanel somehow got hyper or something off a can of strongbow haha.it was amazing.the night went tooooo fast.

now im back home.tired,but at least not feeling ill anymore.theres always one though.one thing to bring it all down

i found out something...something that fucking...argh.too many thoughts for words.thank
fuck for aviators though...sometimes .well all the time.i think i overreact.about things that dont really make a difference.i mean,talk to me this morning and i wouldve said something totally different,you know?....well...its unfair to say im heartbroken,nothing happened,at all.just being melodramatic? but thats like saying my feelings were stupid.they werent,but i never really thought i stood a chance.

thats enough of that.

the photography exam starts tomorrow.this would be fine if i had work to do or something.but i dont.for 2 hrs.i was thinking i could do the card bits for my 'comic strip'.using scapels takes ages anyway so i think i should be set.

wish me luck

rawr to the world

i ended up staying in in the end last night.
i didnt want a repeat
also i felt like sleeping in a bed and not feeling like shit in the morning.
which i didnt.

but i gotta change my body clock.cuz i think its set to 'get up at 12' atm
which is bad
because im not missing another exam.
maybe its just because i keep going to bed at 4am.

FINALLY watched the end of fight club last night.last time it was on i fell asleep.its so weird! but i like it.but trying to work it out gave me a headache.well.the side that 'wasnt' tyler is so pathetic.he couldnt even shoot himself in the head right.jeebus.i know what it is though,he made up an alter ego that could be all the things his personality/himself wouldnt let him be.but its still confusing...didnt people think he was crazy?! and why all of a sudden did people call him tyler,not from the beginning of whatever.still a bit hazy

i also watched one hour photo last night.it was good but the ending was a bit of a letdown.since th beginning was at the end,with him being arrested,when they were like what you did was horrible etc,i thought it was gonna be terrible and bloody.and with really graphic pictures too.but it wasnt,which was kinda ghey.and his 'terrible' pics at the end,pics of random things...confused me a bit.but i LOVED the pics the kid took on the disposey,they were lovely.saturated colour..aah.made me drool.

today.i wanted coffee.so i was gonna go to liverpool st and get coffee from starbucks,and sit and read my textiles textbook.but i was a lazy cunt and didnt,cuz im so fucking lazy,but my gran gave me a tenner which was good.also...she asked if i had seen some earring she hasnt seen for ages.and i was like no,thinking she mustve meant from the time she lived here inbetween moving house and stuff,but she didnt.what she really meant was 'did you take it from the house i moved out of about 4 years ago'.which i thought A] was kinda rude of her to assume and B]she shouldve just said that,instead of creeping round the question.jeebus shes weird.

back to the point.then i decided i wanted a burger instead,the AMAZING burger from maccy d's..so i walked there [yes,its true,i went out of my house] but by the time i got back to mine the cheese had gone hard,cuz it was reall cheese not the fake yellow cheese.but it was still yummy.

GRRAAAR to being in

i wish this was not being written
cuz that would mean i would be out in the sunshine having fun and such
unfortunatley,there is fuck all to do.

anyway.yesterday was toys r us.that was fun

and ikea.haha.we went for lunch,and took advantage of their free refills
we had like 5 drinks each lol.and got REALLY hyper off the sugar
and their cream pots were nice tooo.mmm.i love cream tooo much
they had this other kind of cream too,tasted like ice cream truck ice cream
was too sweet.

then i went home and watched big bro
then i woke up and watched big bro
and here we are
IM SO BORED.
someone please save me.
to make matters worse,now i can smell barbeque...aargh

southbank trip No.1'000,000

we went southbank.me chanel gemma and allison [though allison nearly didnt come,due to lack of money]

found out lambrusco goes with gin [youre just grossed cuz youre not as hardcore haha]

we were gonna go to ikea for lunch yesterday,but ended up going to southbank insteeead.it was well sunny,it was LOVELY,[the hearing ear just switched.im worried].anyway,then...the big truck of stuff people from bbc2 sat mornings came over,and tried to take the gin-brusco,and i was like maybe you should take something else...like my polos,only 5 left!!! so they did and also the giraffe from the happy meals.almost the knitting but no cigar hehe.

we drank,we smoked...then we looked at the clouds! you know when you look at them and see what else they looked like..when some girl on a bike goes "and your point is?" "my point is were cooler than YOU." yeeeeah! we didnt notice at the time,but i think we were lying there for a good half hour.haha.

then when we got up,there were some annoying sqeaky girls,and a boy called johnny.he was reading something,they didnt want him to.cuz im an idiot i mimiced em,and talked loudy,like you do.i just think it was a guy from our 6th form.im hoping its not.aargh.haha

the poppers pier!!we went there too....but minus the poppers,we're such a disgrace.

almost missed big bro as well.said we could watch it at mine but i left my keys at gemmas cuz im stupid.

the end.