shiny and new

sooooooo...3rd blog thing everever.
i can never be arsed to keep them up,so i make new ones.
i should probably stop that.anyway.

TODAY! was ok i guess.i dont care about textiles anymore.i dont care,its gone,i dont care.the only thing i care about is the exam now,which i could still scrape a grade from.which is a chance.a second chance,which i reckon i get too many of!heres how i figure it.i need to do things,everyone does,but someone has to push me,im not that motivated these days.so second chance,ok one fair enough,two or three pushing it,four or five no chance!i probably wont bother with whatever it is im supposed to do,for example my textiles work.only the paperwork mind,the dress is killer.
uhh...where was i?
yeah today.was also toms birthday.and stalking people in crouch end's day.that was sooo fun.matt thingmabob from busted and emma griffiths were in a cafe and i think he thought i was a papparazzi.then arron stalked him.
i caught the sun today,i got in and my arms were a bit red!no suprise there though,we were outside for like 2 hours.and i actually got some work done,woo go me.

so...yeah.today i was thinking about not being single anymore.cuz i dont care how much i dont deserve anyone,i dont bloody like it!why cant i just...know the person.or..like meet someone and somehow it just fits and....you know...like in the movies!!like that postal service song clark gable.brilliant song.most of their songs are brilliant to be fair.but thats all i want you know?
someone to be with...